22nd Feb

I slept so good on Sunday... it was so nice and relaxing.. I woke up felt so happy about all the disasters.. like nothing can touch me...
went to office
put on my new shirt-- XXL size is so good...

there was loads of work to be done.. wow..
today was a good day.. i called my bro also.. it felt good...
and now i am going to call monu..
it was hilarious how i needed to co-ordinate with housejoy ppl..
and i like to get things done on hand and get over it... its the best attitude..
and in the world of selfish ppl be the different one.... like all inconsiderate guys and girls around.. i think i am the most selfless person.. who easily trusts other people...

and guess wat having no need of a guy is so very relaxing,.. happy and content... woah... i wish i was like this all the time..
resolution is clear work takes up 18 hours of my day and I am gonna kill it...
yeah..
i love my life... and i love myself...

Jan that went by

Oh god.. if I have to recap Jan,..

1.  spent the whole eve and 1st and 2nd with Sonu
2. Took loads of selfies
3. smoked a lot
4. slept in his balcony
5. shit in his shitty bathroom
6. poor guy he is actually poor
7. had good food at Rocket's 
8. they danced well
9. gifted him a nice wallet
10. he liked being taken care of by having my shawl wrapped around him
11. he and his gf window shopped puppies
12. went to his market area to get momos and tea those were good
13. had omlet at his market , with bragging about work infront of cute guys
14. had argument with juice centre for not getting us
15. his friends are cool yaar
16. we discussed about all the planning about the whole delhi
17. odd even shit was present at  that time and inevidently we noticed all the car numbers
18. we had nice upside omlette at the market near IIT D.. sunny side up it was good. 
19. we met shaurya near that joint.. 
20. then taking auto was a pain in the ass
21. there were good outlets for chillaxing at that place
22. we left her at the bus stop, aww i asked my bro to give her a nice goodbye hug
23. we waited in the mcd outside the bus stop
24. good lord it was so crowded as it was weekend and new years weekend
25. having coffee with him and his gf was so good
26. one thing there was no parking amount charged when we had to leave our car
27. music was also good on the way back
28. booked his cab, poor guy was really worried about his tickets
29. i am hungry.. what should i make.. OATS maybe.. bigger posts 
30. ohkie i watched a real good anime.. i like this anime becuz of intelligent conversations.. 
31. he left and i also came back 
32. after that i don't remember anything
33. oh shit everything just went by i will post as soon as I can

Ohkay... I like my work... i started this post because i was tired of all the work that is going haywire.. just wanted to relax and be able to think through...
the day was good with the feeling of the work letting you up the energy level in the engagement with my own life.

1) Got late to work- was happy to see the alok
2) Had wished Garima happy belated birthday with a hug
3) Took Alok as soon as he came to the scrum meeting ; I was little astonished at myself for the being such a pussy in the way I worked there Who looks down and goes to a professional space.. I am not under confident as such but I am aware that when I know I haven't been able to do the things which I was supposed to do I get really conscious and do not know how to handle such a situation where I should be able to know things which will help me tide through it. I am just under anxiety f not being able to do stick to the timelines of the work. and then it causes panic of so much of backlog.
4) Had a talk with the tech team Pushpendra- he needs the OTP screens and the email format. asked him a lot of questions.He is nice and cute,, just maintains a distance.. i should build a strategy to overcome him
5) And I got scored by Sonali for making he day waste and estimation going wrong. I am going to get stuck here... I just assuaged her. it was a cardinal mistake to bitch about other teams. From now on I will be maintain myself under all the situations... I have identified my basic instincts to be panicked by everything.. as a kid I was a shy person and that's my basic nature.. over the period it has changed and I don't need to change it altogether, but we need to ensure that there this aspect does not comes in way of professional success.
6) Had chat with Vidushi over the desk at Sudipto. which allowed me to bond with her. There are a lot of times that she asked me about the my family and where do they stay. And that everyone is settled and doing well for it. She also asked me that I was wearing pink suit for the marriage. There was a time when I made her laugh and then Arjun turned to look at me. Aww he can be sneaky and cute sometimes. And finally we get the stuffs done.She gave me the content as soon as possible , then i mailed it alok and then we had it done to narender and then finally to the pushpendra team.. I should a built a profile and workign style which will allow me to work with people with ease be what come, How to build trust among my team mates- I think I was looking online.
7)  Then tea with alok was good, we had a lot of discussion we discussed how his absence led to lot of issues with the working of the team and stories which will lead to the best of the times. he said i did a better thing and then i did the right thing at changing few of the UI directions. He said i am did right,, i told wow I won nobel prize... hahahah
8)Next thing was cake cutting and then few gossips with Nupur. I think I know how to strike a cord with her. she was sweet to give mithai for me by saving it from all the other people. I also talked to people with lot of other things like ayush about soya chaap. i think talking ill about kajal gives me an edge.
9) Saurabh who sits besides me was open enough to share his concerns with me regarding his boss seriouly, does he think he can be next ceo or something,,, no way his boss stinks... why the helll there are people like themselves.
10) Dear, Rishi also came to the best of me to talk to me and be sweet and ask why am i working late. I was doint this post but sneakily i told that i am working on Jira. Talk how sudipto told that there would be no link for payment failure and he told me that there was never a system for broker payment failure. he said rome wasnt built in a day true that.. he told me that invoice is also generated. oh shits have to discuss this with invoice thing with pushpendra.
11) Kiran came to my seat to talk about laddoos.. I told him agar mere pet me dard hua toh aapki galti hain kyunki aapki nazar uss laddo pe thi.. These ppl were sweet to invite me for lunch twice.. so sweet
12) And venky air punched me .. how cute yaar
13) i ran home.. I removed my clothes.. today i am gonna pull an all nighter..
14) good lord i need to fuck some one badly or else i am going to commit some sexual crimes... who can help me out here... i have no idea...

i have to have to wrte about last night..!!!
i dont remember what happened on thursday or friday specifically but let me remember..
thursday completely blank.. i dont remember anything
ohkie all i remember is i am getting bashed up by sudipto.. its a pattern here last time i wrote it was about the the same day when i got blasted by Sudipto... There has to be a lot of other potentials also..
so I am writing after a long day break.. let me recall what happened over the course of period of today..
1) Got late to office again.. slept late last night.. nopes slept well ahead of time...
2) got bashed up by the Sudipto- i could get into other projects soon.. by this Wednesday i need ot finish everything related to this
3) SCRUM MEETING- I AM EXPOSED LIKE HELL... REALLY NEED TO GET THIS SHIT DONE YAAR... 24TH everyone is on holiday.. i am gonna ask him for two things.. shifting work hours by one hour agey and then optional holiday
4) Worked and talked to the each tech team and then related to them. Pushpendra was nice and Amit Gola just shut me up and then we are called by the GA team to be about the relatively. I need to get their respect yaar. I need to work for it
5) next thing i knoow.. awesome chicken by kiran
6) venky pulling down my chair
7) kiran and vidya coming down for the call sitting under our flats... then there are a lot of greater part -- ohkay here i see the point I NEED TO CURB MY WISH FOR SOMETHING STUPID WITH KIRAN... JUST PLATONIC FROM NOW ONWARDS... ITS NOT GONNA END GOOD... OR ELSE I COULD HAVE INVITED BHOLA.. I WANTED TO HAVE THAT MOMENT AND BEING ABLE TO KISS VIDYA
8) deepshea called me for the thailiand trip
9) talked to sonu about dad's call... to look on internet its not possibru.... they wont be here on new years.. now i really don't know what should be my plan for new years...he was talking about some golgappas he had becuz he did not like the taste on the mouth as he was sick after he was stranded outside the place he was put up..
10) dry clean- and raaffuuuu
11) Funniest part----- venky shouting over the phone pagal ho kya when vidya asks him we r coming to pick u up... ha aha that was hilarious
12) vidya's marriage with chatthis ke chatthis gun with the girl and giving ghus to for quick marriage and setting a date appropriate on ssat or sunday...
14) maggie tryst with kiran
15) food by bai and communication gap with nepali bai
16) house warming party... sirf room warming party dedo ab toh
17) discussion on chawri bazaar and then how i was well dressed and karim's relationship with my crush

p.s.. weekends ka kal likhenge

since, i have this new found attitude towards life to be really...
i globed about that i have few resolutions listed for the new 2016, and i am working on it daily so that by the time it is 2016 i am already on a trajectory somewhere....
i don't know about the new year resolutions but atleast a night time small routine and morning routine is better....
and i am including this blogging habit into the routine.. where i will tag the events of the days.... and how i feel about them...
so this has to be routine daily and i will also be side by side writing it down in the journey app...
1) early morning the palak matar was disaster, our bai completely forgot the concept of the cooking palak item.. lolz... i kind of empathize with her cuz she lacks the capabilities as required by her profession just like me..   anyways this is one hilarious saga...
2) i over slept again-- why  god cuz it was almost slept at 3 am in the morning.. its not gonna happen again.. hopefully
3) she goes to potty in the geyser wala bathroom... why the hell she cant be that little concerned.. i have to be careful of her..  i will just close my room at the night so that she does not come in prying
4) i reach ofc somehow- i just like the way i dress because i am tall... i like the way people look at me when i am formally dressed... oh shit i forgot to punch in today..
5) talk to suneja for the title and metadata... which vaibhav told that it could be written by vidushi also.. but why...
6) Then i got caught up in the fire in the sudipto on the zoho thing.. i am dying yaar how do i finish it.. nahi ho raha mujhse.... this is giving me headache
7) the retrospective meeting was superb- i handled stuff like a pro... i think i am manager... i need to read the part where i need to understand the mentality of the team working with us... ohkay remember that every opportunity is to communicate that i am on their side and that i understand them.... note to self
8) i like venky that he called me for the food and told to come down when i am done with the meeting, then i had food alone in the cafeteria after heating my poha.. narender with other awkward guy from tech was there.. we discussed oofd and laughed at points raised by QC... he asked me to get married and have food done by that guy... i stole some of his food... then i stole some of methi parantha of the vidushi and arjun... note to self- try asking more of arjun's help whenever u get stuck
9) post meeting with ganesh i didnt do anything great... tea with venky had disucssion that he is going to leave for bangalore soon.. may be i can do that too but i need to get my degree first.. i dont want to settle in noida... vidya came out of nowhere and then had laugh about somethings i dont remember... when asked that they will call me luxury manager ii told them there is no input from my side.. and there is nothing to hide from atleast from them... but they said that the impression is something else,...
10) after this shared coffeee with kiran talked to him about the stuffs.. i don't remember... took his coffee.. same with anand.. he told me lot o stuff about the listing quality and how tagging can be used to improve search result and listing quality... i joked about what is he working on.... note to self- next time ashwin asks what am i working on i should answer more enthusiastically.... how about for a change i bug him with this question...
11) ohkie vidya should never tell this to Indu.. or else i am gonna get stuck... at n-where dont want to be in bad books... and food i love food.... HE WAS KIND OF SLAPPING me.. i told him that guys getting hit is ohkay not girls.. then venky chips in that thats the thought behind hitting me
he offers me to get give food instead of doing work on jira for me.. for the bet he lost...
12) kiran ka cofee was good... why is he so good yaar....  I should thank him for being so honest with me... and all the pain he took to make me understand stuff... he is source of happiness but sometimes i am little bothered by the fact that he is not attached to anyone... may be thats how guys have friendship's between themselves...
13) papaya and chicken soup is best....
14) talk with dad was awkward.. i need to know that money reached them.. how is this possible... iI need to ask him to get internet banking kit for mom.. so that transfer are made easy... i really need to remind him again to go and visit and confirm the money transferred
15) Monu is cute -- getting worked up over the shoes to order... phone pe so happy over the gift he was about to receive... hahaha....  why he is so innocent,, he needs to get a little bad.... let me call him up and bug him a bit

This exercise which i start on this very fateful day.... nothing fateful about it though..
ohkay at the entrance of the lobby to my office-
daily logs-
1) meetings with jaya, ankur goel, jp,roushan,


errrrr it's been month since i could be bothered with this... i like myself... i guess i should include this in my daily routine

a prayer...

i could not care less about the shivratri.. people observing fast and a whole night out in devotion to the sign of male and female co-existence.. if u notice the idol we worship on this ocassion and every monday...

this year it was on 6th of march.. for me it was nothing more than a day off from insti .. but then one of my net friends asked me why all the pains.. i went around asking every one if they will be escaping the mess torture that day.. a few of them were dedicating a day to it and not to forget -the night..

i couldnot stop teasing them by asking them if they were doing for getting suitable husband.. because as far my knoweldge goes most of this fasting thing done by girls