Ohkay... I like my work... i started this post because i was tired of all the work that is going haywire.. just wanted to relax and be able to think through...
the day was good with the feeling of the work letting you up the energy level in the engagement with my own life.
1) Got late to work- was happy to see the alok
2) Had wished Garima happy belated birthday with a hug
3) Took Alok as soon as he came to the scrum meeting ; I was little astonished at myself for the being such a pussy in the way I worked there Who looks down and goes to a professional space.. I am not under confident as such but I am aware that when I know I haven't been able to do the things which I was supposed to do I get really conscious and do not know how to handle such a situation where I should be able to know things which will help me tide through it. I am just under anxiety f not being able to do stick to the timelines of the work. and then it causes panic of so much of backlog.
4) Had a talk with the tech team Pushpendra- he needs the OTP screens and the email format. asked him a lot of questions.He is nice and cute,, just maintains a distance.. i should build a strategy to overcome him
5) And I got scored by Sonali for making he day waste and estimation going wrong. I am going to get stuck here... I just assuaged her. it was a cardinal mistake to bitch about other teams. From now on I will be maintain myself under all the situations... I have identified my basic instincts to be panicked by everything.. as a kid I was a shy person and that's my basic nature.. over the period it has changed and I don't need to change it altogether, but we need to ensure that there this aspect does not comes in way of professional success.
6) Had chat with Vidushi over the desk at Sudipto. which allowed me to bond with her. There are a lot of times that she asked me about the my family and where do they stay. And that everyone is settled and doing well for it. She also asked me that I was wearing pink suit for the marriage. There was a time when I made her laugh and then Arjun turned to look at me. Aww he can be sneaky and cute sometimes. And finally we get the stuffs done.She gave me the content as soon as possible , then i mailed it alok and then we had it done to narender and then finally to the pushpendra team.. I should a built a profile and workign style which will allow me to work with people with ease be what come, How to build trust among my team mates- I think I was looking online.
7) Then tea with alok was good, we had a lot of discussion we discussed how his absence led to lot of issues with the working of the team and stories which will lead to the best of the times. he said i did a better thing and then i did the right thing at changing few of the UI directions. He said i am did right,, i told wow I won nobel prize... hahahah
8)Next thing was cake cutting and then few gossips with Nupur. I think I know how to strike a cord with her. she was sweet to give mithai for me by saving it from all the other people. I also talked to people with lot of other things like ayush about soya chaap. i think talking ill about kajal gives me an edge.
9) Saurabh who sits besides me was open enough to share his concerns with me regarding his boss seriouly, does he think he can be next ceo or something,,, no way his boss stinks... why the helll there are people like themselves.
10) Dear, Rishi also came to the best of me to talk to me and be sweet and ask why am i working late. I was doint this post but sneakily i told that i am working on Jira. Talk how sudipto told that there would be no link for payment failure and he told me that there was never a system for broker payment failure. he said rome wasnt built in a day true that.. he told me that invoice is also generated. oh shits have to discuss this with invoice thing with pushpendra.
11) Kiran came to my seat to talk about laddoos.. I told him agar mere pet me dard hua toh aapki galti hain kyunki aapki nazar uss laddo pe thi.. These ppl were sweet to invite me for lunch twice.. so sweet
12) And venky air punched me .. how cute yaar
13) i ran home.. I removed my clothes.. today i am gonna pull an all nighter..
14) good lord i need to fuck some one badly or else i am going to commit some sexual crimes... who can help me out here... i have no idea...
