i hate people in love

damn it.. even a local miss call wouldn't go..i have been saving my last 1.84 balance for it
she had to give him a miss call now so that he calls her up.. they had a fight last night( there is never a day when they do not fight)
she spent a sleepless teary night... it is all very important to do it right now..
stupid guy picked it up.. and there... my precious balance..
i recieve apologies from both of them .. and i'm offered topup of Rs.10.. but what about the inconvenience it might cause me.. i hear the word sorry.. i say to her it's okay..now i can't spoil her moment you see..

there was a time when she used to give me every single details of her day at the insti.. i remember we would listen to songs with she taking the left earphone and the right earphone with me.. cracking silliest jokes.. laughing not beacause of the the jokes but at the jokes..

and now it's been one hour since she has been over the phone.. always busy talking to him..if she is not then she goes on and on about the conversation she had..
he told me that so i told him this.. love him so much.. he did this he will be doing that... oh he loves me... i have a great desire to give her a book which will help her frame different phrases for telling the same old things... atleast i will be hearing new sentences from her..
i try to change the topic by telling her how i was shouted at by my professor( cause the topic should seem more important).. she leaves in the middle of the story as he called her up again after he was done with his dinner.. here i'm all by myself listening to our old playlist..

okay i'm trying to get some sleep.. but this murmering voice of hers..still exchanging goodnyts with him
a new meassage in my inbox..i have recieved top up of Rs. 50.. should i say thank you.. i rather not disturb her in middle of the conversation..
now i find the reason why mentally unstable and lovers share a common graph for their brainwaves....

he is the exactly the type..

being with the people u love is one and the only thing in life that makes it worth living...u have family, friends and teachers..inspite of having so many people to love everybody builds an image of that special somebody whom they would like to fall in love with..

i'm working as a team with a guy who fits into that special image .. way too perfectly.. and at that he is also cute..

he looks directly into my eyes when he speaks flashing his boyish smile at me.. and that smile keeps scrolling in my brain time to time.. though i'm a bit apprehensive about it as he is two years younger to me i still enjoy my moments..

today we were in an auto.. he tells me that i dont speak much..

he has no idea that it's because of him.. our conversations are always work related.. i would only stammer if i tried talking something else... although i know very less about him regular interactions in past few days has brought him very close to my Mr. PERfect..

i'm not in love with him.. we will be just acquaintance after the whole work is finished..

a day gone.. highlighted by this

got up at around 10:10 am..
missed the first lecture.. no point going to insti for just one lect from 11 to 12..... so i switch off the cell.. and cover my face with blanket..

1:25 pm.. oh no ... she is still pulling away my blanket.. this time she plays some hindi songs to make me get up..
2:10pm fried rice was good.. i'm not that bad cook..

5:30pm auditions .. got nothing important to do..
5:45pm on my way to volleyball practice.. i'm not a player but then teams need two girls to be eligible for the tournament..
oh gang of boys ... man look at the colour of shirt the tallest guy is wearing.. i look away or might suffer from loss of eyesight..
they pass by me.. i overheard them..
boy1 " yaar, girls at the net"
boy2 " they need two girls in each team"
boy1" can they play.."
boy3" are u sure they are here to play"
boy1"they are here just to wear shorts and tight shirts"
boy3" haan yaar apni shirt upar karney aayen hain"
boy2" kuch khelna toh ata nahin bas yehi ek kaam ata hain unko"

gotta run.. a miss call from my team mate
there he is in the crowd... those guys were right. i can see lot of girls are here..
6:00pm we practice with other players..
here you have a good cook and quicklearner ..
i'm applying dettol over my bleeding finger..
Sir asks me to get the trophies from girl's TT team, girl's badminton team and also from girl's basketball team..
yeah.. girls were stars in the recently ended inter-college sports meet..